About Face!
Haven’t been here in a while, been keeping myself “busy” tryin’ to fix up my so-called life. Been trying to do it for a couple of years now, each time failing miserably. It wasn’t until recently, well more like a few months ago, that I realized WHY I was failing. I was trying to do it alone, by myself, or maybe sometimes with help from others. Problem was, I forgot to ask one very important person to help me. I forgot to ask for God’s help.
I’m glad I realized that, and now I’m taking steps to re-establish my relationship with him. Going to church, joining the CYF again, helping out in activities. Until recently, I haven’t really thought much about what it really means to be a servant of the Lord. Now I do. It isn’t just about going to church, or singing in the choir, or doing good stuff, or helping out in church. It’s about wanting to do it for the Lord. It doesn’t matter if it’s something as simple as donating some time to help out in activities, so long as you do it for the Lord. That’s why now I’m giving it my all, trying to give my best for Him who has never forsaken me, even though I’ve sort of “forgotten” about Him these past few years. Although no “big results” have come out of my prayers, I’m just glad to be back in serving Him. Though He’s been nice so far and given me some incentives here and there, hehe.
