My promise…
As I’ve said before, there are many things in this life that I am thankful for. But I am most thankful to God and to one person who has given me the will to do something and change my life for the better.
She is the only one who has made me think of life differently, the only one who I’ve truly loved. She is the only one who has made me think more contentedly, that should I have her in my arms, I would never want for anything more. She’s made me feel happier than all of my joyful experiences combined. She’s the reason for me to go on.
I thank God that He has allowed her into my life, even if it was only for a short time. Although the pain of losing her hurts so bad, I still thank God and I do not see losing her as a burden, rather it has made me more resolute to better myself so that I can one day find her again. I know that God intended to put her into my life because he wanted me to change it for the better. As it is said, God works in mysterious ways.
So this is the promise I’ve made to myself and to my koishii, wherever she is.
You brought me out of the dark forest of my mind…
And showed me the path to the light…
To a new life filled with peace…
And it doesn’t matter how…
It doesn’t matter where…
It doesn’t matter when…
Whether to hold you in my arms forever…
Or bid you a last farewell…
I will find you…
I promise…
